I have a job interview on Monday after school...My first ever. God, I am soooo scared...so nervous. I hope I don't fuck up on something. *Shudders* On the other hand, I really hope I get the job (I need to make money somehow, I'm sick of having to ask my parents for money all the time.) I hope it goes good. XD There's always a first for everything, right.
I am watching Wedding Wars Monday night, as well. :)
I found out a stress reliever today during supper....My dad isn't homophobic. He read my story for the local Remembrance Day competition...I didn't even ask him to, he just read it this morning when I was sleeping. He said he liked it, and I'm happy. So, now, I don't have to worry about being disowned (if I do turn out "not straight"), because Dad wouldn't let me be [disowned]. *Sigh of relief* Dad even told me, "I mean, if someone wants to be with someone else of the same sex, who am I to say that they can't? I mean, it's not my decision."
I'm happy to know that he isn't homophobic....Jesus, I really wished I had a relative or something...who was GLBT. But, last time I checked, there isn't anyone. Not to mention that I have some homophobic relatives...Not that I plan on saying anything for at least a couple years, I'm hoping. My mom isn't exactly someone I can talk openly about questioning, though. :( Whenever I mention it, she just kind of...freaks out. Turns away.
I have my counsellor, but, knowing that that is only one person [who you only see once every two weeks] out of everyone you know... Sometimes it's not enough. *Shrugs*
Well, I've probably bored you to death by now, so I'll let you go. See ya.