Omigod. &&A Rather Long "Update" For Yous.

Riski_Call92's picture

I have a job interview on Monday after school...My first ever. God, I am soooo scared...so nervous. I hope I don't fuck up on something. *Shudders* On the other hand, I really hope I get the job (I need to make money somehow, I'm sick of having to ask my parents for money all the time.) I hope it goes good. XD There's always a first for everything, right.

I am watching Wedding Wars Monday night, as well. :)

I found out a stress reliever today during supper....My dad isn't homophobic. He read my story for the local Remembrance Day competition...I didn't even ask him to, he just read it this morning when I was sleeping. He said he liked it, and I'm happy. So, now, I don't have to worry about being disowned (if I do turn out "not straight"), because Dad wouldn't let me be [disowned]. *Sigh of relief* Dad even told me, "I mean, if someone wants to be with someone else of the same sex, who am I to say that they can't? I mean, it's not my decision."

I'm happy to know that he isn't homophobic....Jesus, I really wished I had a relative or something...who was GLBT. But, last time I checked, there isn't anyone. Not to mention that I have some homophobic relatives...Not that I plan on saying anything for at least a couple years, I'm hoping. My mom isn't exactly someone I can talk openly about questioning, though. :( Whenever I mention it, she just kind of...freaks out. Turns away.

I have my counsellor, but, knowing that that is only one person [who you only see once every two weeks] out of everyone you know... Sometimes it's not enough. *Shrugs*

Well, I've probably bored you to death by now, so I'll let you go. See ya.

~Randi

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Rainbow_Penguin's picture

Good luck with that interview

I know I was way nervous when I had to go to my first job interview. I hope you get it and like it.

My mum is the same way, I even asked her once what she would do if my brother or I turned out gay and she said she would be devistated. I hope when, or if, you come out your mum doesn't react badly.

Anyway once again good luck!!!

raining men's picture

Good luck

Good luck with the interview man

"Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suf-fer-ing"