Last night i came so close to coming otu to my mom. I wanted to soo badly. I went downstairs and sat down on teh couch about to tell her. Then i went through the what if's in my head. I think she already knows but i'm still scared. I just don't want her to be dissapointed in me. Because i'm not going to live out the dream she had planned for me and that i had madee up through out my life. It's not that i want to tell her i just NEED to. it hurts knowing theres apart of me she doesn't know about.
I dont think i should need to tell her my sister doesn't have to tell her that she's straight so why should i say mom i'm a lesbian but still. AtrhghrH I'M FRUSTURATED!