The title is like, my chatchphrase or something. I'm always saying that.
I feel better now. I feel a little like I made a big deal out of something small again. But I have a solution.
I noticed a pattern. Things seem to go right more often when I DO do something rather than when I don't. The more I stall the more frustrated I get and more bad-feeling tends to go around. So if I actually did something there's a greater chance of things going better and stuff. I'm just tired of walking in circles....
Okay, I came out so Soras older sisters a few weeks ago right? (For what seemed like a second time but I guess they didn't catch it the first time. *rolls eyes to self* figures.) It's funny, because she was like "You're gay?" And I said "Yeah" and the first thing she did was hug me. And then she changed the note under her entry for me in her phone book to "I luv her!" XD Then she told me that I better not come back in a few days and laugh because I was joking...
She is straight by the way.
And then her other older sister... Might be flirting with me... But I think she flirts with everyone... XD
Does anyone else get that kind of reaction? Where you come out to someone (of the same sex) and they are more affectionate? It's sort of weird. I know they're straight... Or at least, I'm pretty sure. But they do that anyways. It's sort of annoying. Or makes me uncomfortable sometimes... But they only do that because I'm cute. I hate being cute... Well, except for when I can use it to my advantage that is. It makes me wonder if they joke like that to their straight-guy-friends too... Or at least the small mousy ones.. (like me.) *thinks to self* probably...
And another thing. Just because I'm lesbian dosen't mean I think that every female person my age is hot. Or that I like big boobs. (Because I don't.) Or anything else of that nature. And it dosen't make me a tomboy either. I'm kind of tired of being subjected to steryotypes.
And another, another thing. That I just felt like saying to some people who may have been misslead.... THERE IS NO MAN IN A LESBIAN RELATIONSHIP!!! :O XD I mean, seriously. Isn't the whole point of calling it that because there isn't one? (One of my friends said something about that to me and I just find it annoying. XD)
And something I don't get... Why do men like watching lesbians? It makes no sense to me... I mean really... No sense... But then again I have friends who like Yaoi... (Okay, actually, one Yaoi fanatic and the rest are sort of like "it's cute... Whatever.") Which I don't get either. I mean.. I don't like watching straight people make out or something... Or gay ones either.... Acutally.... I don't like watching ANYONE make out... Sooo.... Yeahhh... XD
Don't you just hate when you're watching a movie and the chareacters just getting all mushy? Bleeehhh.. >_< It's like... Advert the eyes! I don't wanna see that!
I feel like such a little kid for saying that. XD
I'm rambling now... It happens.