unsatisfied...

808Chik's picture

Ugh idk what's wrong with me...

it's frickin 2:38 in the morning and i can't sleep...why? haha it seems so embarassing to admit this, but i seriously doubt that anyone can honestly say that they've never once in their life been...horny lol. ah it's crazy...i need to sleeeep i work at 10 tomorrow and knowing me, i need to get up early just so i can stay up and get to work on time lol, but it doesn't help that i feel so...unsatified. blah...

i blame this all on my ex :(...damn before i met her, sex or anything close to it wasn't on my mind, but god that girl could make me go crazy...*reminisce* oh god lol. shit she opened that part of me that i swear i can't close now. but the really weird thing is that i never did achieve what people would call the BIG "O"...weird but i'd be satisfied :/ always made me confused and also made her feel like a bit like a failure 'cause i never had a orgasm. hmmmmm...idk i must be tired 'cause i've never really discussed my experiences and such or anything to do with anything sexual...ooohhhllyyy damnnn lol.

well okie...i'm a bit calm now....hopefully i can sleep now. i guess...i hope you had fun reading this lol...probably came off as a sex addict or something haha...okies before i say anything more i'm going...later...

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jeff's picture

well...

Isn't it hard to give directions telling people how to drive somewhere you've never been yourself?

I think you might better direct people to O-Town if you visit it more often. No need to wait until you're dating to attempt a visit.

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bratalamay's picture

uhh.....

what he^ said. *blushes* this topic always gets me nervous and jumpy. but just because it hasnt happened yet, doesnt mean it never will. and actually, now that i think about it, you may have had one already, you just didnt think anything of it. it doesnt always have to be this big explosion that everyone notices. but anyway, it'll be alright ;-).

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