Half of me wants to be bitter at this holiday, being stuck single for no good reason that I can fathom, but half of me is still secretly hoping that someone will suprise me.
Not likely to happen I am afraid.
What makes it slightly harder is that I have had proposals for dates, but from the wrong end of the spectrum for me. Flattering, but quite frankly, no, never ever going to happen. Just not my type.
Hope is a blessing and a curse.
How many other people are having a love-hate valentines?
Should I just randomly ask someone out (is it random if it is a mini-crush?), or am I being desperate?