I am done caring. I want to break things and scream and bleed and forget everything since the begging of time.
I know exactly how you feel. This whole week has just been shit, but hang in there, kiddo.
3 wheels are better than 4!
Do they react that way because of who we are or because of your personality?
"I like to think it's me."
Hmm, if you were truly done caring, then you wouldn't have any of those impulses. There are many things I don't care about and I couldn't even list them, because they are so far from my thoughts.
That sounds to me like you care even more, if you would have to physically act out just to address those thoughts.
"Be like a postage stamp. Stick to one thing until you get there." -- Josh Billings.
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Trust me, I know it sounds cliché, but everythign WILL turn out well. If you need to, get help, but life is TOO BEAUTIFUL to let it slip away
Guys are pretty confusing, and apparently drooling over them doesn't really break the ice...
I've been where you are so many times I've almost lost count. All I can say is, have courage. Brighter days do lie ahead. If you're finding no fulfillment in anything you do, my advice is to get involved in something totally new. Find an activity or project that you can throw yourself into (preferably nothing illegal or self-destructive). If you feel that you can't do anything, that it's difficult to even get out of bed, then you're probably suffering from clinical depression and should really consider talking to your doctor about it. There are many ways to treat that. The one thing you shouldn't do is give up. Duncan is right, life does have lots of good stuff to offer. Sometimes you have to just really dig to find them, but they're there.
I know it's hard to keep your head above water sometimes, but you can do it. I know you can. Remember, we're always here for you.
- Pat Nelson Childs
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