I'm listening to this guy named Yann Tiersen right now. Anybody heard of him? He's a French contemporary classical composer. The music's pretty grand...very French [duh]. I recommend!
Things are okey doke with me, lads and lassies. I went from supercrazyawesome two weeks ago to effinkillmefoo last week and now I'm just fine...relishing my free time before next week, when tennis season starts at my school. I'm excited, but at the same time cringing at the huge restrictions on my free time. Meh...whatevs.
My perspective on love has evolved once again these past few weeks. Instead of spending time thinking about how I don't have a boyfriend and pining over boys that don't even exist, I'm just going to let it drop. My new phrase is, "There's no rush." I've realized that it's just detrimental to be thinking so much about what if's. I'm a teenager, so let me enjoy my freedom, damn it.
You know the statistic that says about 1 in 10 people are GLBT? Well, you do now. Does anybody else think about all the closeted gay people right in front of your eyes when you're walking through a crowded hallway? It's so weird. There are gay people all around us, but most of them might as well be straight since they're not out. It's sad that so many of us need support from gay friends but have barely any/none when there are others like us right beneath our noses. What a fucked up world! I wish I knew how to say that in French, for some reason. Probably zie tunes. Au revoir! ;-)