i wanna swim 13 miles away....

Kodak13's picture

let the rain wat i feel right now come down.........words are lost to me rite now...like theres nothing to say.....i want to speak i got to speak i need to speak....nothing......

life depressive, love is even worse. why is it that i crave it so much, why is it even though i hate my life so much i want to live to see tommorow. wat am i thinkin that its gonna change, even thiugh its always the same. i jus wish i could skip my life till im in high school, or college, or anytime but now....skip to when im prettier or skinnier, or when ever im not me. i jus want to live in a time, place lifetime where im accepted, able to be me, can have a girl, anything but this.........no words can express me and no words can express my life and no words can or will express my illness.....

happy valentines day......love Kodak13

p.s im gona kill these kids...so heres the proof to send me to jail.....im jus kidding...lol

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taste the rainbow's picture

Hang in there! And I always

Hang in there! And I always find that I want to live to see what happends tomorrow because I Know that it will get better. And also, I'm curious. I want to see more of life, more than what I've seen and experienced so far, cuz' I know that there's so much more to it than what I've seen/experienced as of right now. That's my reason/motive to keep truckin :)

"What they don't know can't hurt them

but it sure as hell can hurt me"

pomegranate's picture

yeah....

life sux sometimez...trust me, i know. but i totally agree with Kodak13 - there's so much out there to see and do and experience. life is sad, horrible, and unfair-true, but more so, it's exciting and happy and full of love (not necessarily romantic. it's just that romantic love is an obsession in our society)
so just take it one day at a time
and as for being prettier and skinnier....bleh. beauty really is in the eyes of the beholder. I, for one, am attracted to all sorts of girls. they don't necessarily have to be the skinny or stereotypically pretty ones.
so, hope you feel better soon
hugs and chocolate :0)

ForeverEndedToday's picture

It's going to get better,

It's going to get better, stick with it!

so very close to what you had expected
it makes it hard to keep my head up level
tell me I'm what your hands were made for
tell me I'm who your mouth was made for