If...

underdarkness's picture

[It's simple, but it portrays what I'm feeling right now]

From the darkest age
When hell met my mind
Locked in you will find
A thought that will never go.
I see you watch me
Begging to ask me –
I see you watching –
If only it could be so perfect…
If only “If” wasn’t such an empty word.

So tell me if I entertain these thoughts
Will I let the darkness back in?
Uncertainty lies in truth..
But I’m afraid
That loving you won’t solve my problems
Like I want it to.

If only I did.
If only I felt the same
Way you do about me.
But I don’t.
What if I loved you?
What if I felt the same?
It all could be so perfect.
Maybe you could make me happy.
If only I could change…

Comments

msquared's picture

Spiffy

Great job...I really like it! It's very easy to relate to.

“Never forget! The higher we soar, the smaller we appear to those who cannot fly.”
-Friedrich Nietzsche