I feel better than I have in a long time. Thank you Oasis! I wrote a forum things about THE MOMENT I KNEW. I liked it. I'm debating about putting it up here. And I dunno...I feel better. Writing usually does that to me...I did it. I finally did it. I posted my GLM poem and then I sent it to Pat Nelson Childs and I feel so much better. Now I just have to worry about a writing contest for the Lakewood Library and then I'll be fine. My sister-in-law is having a baby shower on the 11th and I'm pretty excited. I love children. I want like...12 of my own. Things are changing around here. But I'm not freaking out...Okay, so I bit off all my finger nails last night and I kicked that habit when I was 14. I'm not stressed and I'm not anxious. I'm actually calm. Shocking, I know. My ex-girlfriend and I are talking again. Finally saying the things we never said when the time was right. Some people, you can just read them like trashy romance novels and words aren't needed. But I was always guessing with that girl. And it's kinda nice to actually know what the hell she was thinking. I discoved a Washintonian on Oasis. I'm pretty psyched. I like when you find people from your area in random places. Reminds me that life is not as big and isolated at I thought. Maybe I'm just happy because I know that summer is on it's way. So no more seasonal depression for me. I like the sunshine. On sunny summer days, (because lets be honest, it rains a LOT in the pacific nw) my cat and I both curl up on the couch in the sun and take a nap. It makes me happy.