*sigh*...lol i kinda find it funny although...a lil sad too.
yeah the 12 yr. old is my sister...i just kind of woke up from a 3 hour nap a few minutes ago and she texts me about picking up an invitation to my cousin's 1st birthday party and then she tells me that now she's going out with a new boy...OMG i swear she goes through guys like nothing lol.
when i was her age (i was actually straight lol..anyways) i liked guys but i never started dating until i got into high school...i'm not really sure why though. i guess it was because i was super self-consious about how i looked and well there were guys who wanted to go out with me...i always declined. haha which reminds me of this guy that i know (well he's really good friends with my best friend) and he called me up a while ago and was asking how i was and everything (he lives in Mississippi now), he brought up the fact that i never talked to him and looked at him like he was retarded (i was shy lol) when we were in middle school and that the only time i said anything to him was i told him no when he asked me to dance at a dance at school (i swear i don't remember this knowing me back then...its probably true lol)
i felt so bad when he told me this :( but i told him that if he comes down here for a break or something...that i'll dance with him, to make up for that time lol.
ok i'm kinda straying off my original topic lol. yup yup. my sister...it's amazing though...she's more boy crazy than i was back when i was younger...its weird. i don't really care what she does...as long as she's careful...well ok nvm i take that back lol. i don't mind about the boys...but i want to at least meet 'um...
yes yes...i'm a very protective sister...and my sisters are lucky 'cause i spoil them :(....a dent in my wallet lol.
ok well...i have no idea what else i'm gonna talk about...its rambles now.
oh ok...this is long and i doubt anybody is reading this..so whatever lol. but i went for a walk yesterday and...i started crying...why? well i was thinking about it while i was crying and i realized that it was Feb. 20...we would've made 6 months yesterday and everything just came crashing down on me...i've been sooooo stressed lately (which brings lack of sleep...and a really really grouchy lesbian) ah i was so tired i was falling asleep on the bus home sigh...and i knocked out as i said for 3 hours lol.
ah...ummm...i have nothing else to say lol. i really need to get my butt moving on all the projects that i'm having :( i hate it...too much...but yea...i'll be on for a llllooooonnnnggggg time so i can do research about the presidential election of the 1940's...and figure out theoretical yield, mass percent, moles and all that fun stuff for chems...oh the fun!!