Almost There...

peanut_gallery's picture

It's almost my birthday... I'll be fifteen. What a year it's been. Crazy. I kind of want to do a year in review type thing, but it's so late. Too late. I'm exhausted.

I'm really conflicted. I likelikelike this girl a lot, but she's dating this boy whom I hate. And not because of that, either! He's an asshole. From her dating history, she seems to like them. A lot. I dunno...

I went to a party today. It was awkward and weird and I just want to avoid my friends for a while. My two friends, they've been feeling a little negative towards each other and it's building up and they're letting it. They're both too passive to do anything. I've tried everything I could think of to help, and you know what? They don't listen to me. So I'm going to stop. I give up. I really don't care anymore.

Lately I've been feeling intensely apathetic. Also, really sad and mad and upset for NO REASON. Like... I was crying the other day and I had no idea why. I just felt so sad. It's weird! I don't know why I'm like this. I'm not PMSing. I don't know what it is.

I feel like a big change is going to come about soon. Something's going to happen.

It's 12:41 in the morning, and I should go to sleep. Goodnight, oasis. Love to you all.

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raining men's picture

Happy birthday

Happy birthday and everything

"Sexual intercourse began in nineteen sixty-three (which was rather too late for me)"

Lol-taire's picture

Happy Birthday! Ugh it's

Happy Birthday!

Ugh it's awful when friends are having issues with each other. Keep out of whatever's happening between them, because if you get caught in the crossfire things get very messy. If it's their problem just stay as far away from it as possible or you will have to chose sides and that can wreck a lot of friendships.