Okay, I guess I need a little help or something. I have this girlfriend, who I am totally in love with. Yes, I do know that there is a difference between loving someone and being in love with someone. I am not here to discuss whether i am in love with her or not, because I know how I feel, so we are moving onward. I am saying I am in love with her, and I need you to believe that for this. So, we are all talk, you know, we say all these things, we want to go a little further, but what exactly is a little further? We kiss, makeout, and we are getting close to further, but I don't know what it is exactly. I am kind of nervous to go further, but I really want to. I guess I want to know what further is, and niether of us really have a clue. One more thing, we never have anywhere to be alone. We don' tgo to her house, she has a big family, and here, my sister is always home, or my dad is always home, and i have to keep my door open. The only time we have alone is the ride home, and we almost got caught the other day by the cops, it was interesting, but, anyway, if we aren't here, we are with our friends, and that isn't so bad, cuz they don't care, but nothing happens, as much as we want it to. I just don't know what to do, i guess. I am going on vacation for about a week and won't see my gf for that time, i will have her sweatshirt and hat, but does anyone have any suggestions as to how i can try to not miss her?