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so spring break started tonight.... YAY!!!!

so the last week since we lost the state final has been a little rough....

my really good friend alyssa (i'm always hesitant to say best because this phrase has let me down so many times)... anway my friend and i have been getting closer... not in a relationship way at all..... but it's just nice to have a good friend who has my back and it doesn't have to turn into anything else....

well this friend alyssa got a text message from my old best friend / girl who liked me and i liked her on wednesday night..... the text was sent from someone else's phone so that we didn't think it was her..... anyway, the text said that i had been talking about shit about alyssa... we both knew this wasn't true..... and when we figured out it was my old friend who had sent it it made me so angry... first of all, we are 18 year old seniors.... grow the fuck up please! and second, why do this to me? esp. because alyssa and i are the only ones in the world who know she's gay.... i mean, i'm not a person to do this, but i could go up to her boyfriend and tell him the truth tomorrow and she couldn't do anything about it....

we got to school the next day and she tried to deny it! un - fucking - believeable.... what chicken shit! so second grade and so jealous.... she is jealous of the completely platonic relationship i have with alyssa because she thinks it's something more.... oh my gosh! grow the fuck up already!!

so alyssa knew i was feeliing shitty so she took me out to dinner last night... she invited the girl i like and her best friend too.... i think i'm in love with this girl.... she is so obviously gay it's ridicuolus but i don't think she has it figured out yet.... give it time i guess.... sad thing is i think she has a thing for alyssa (who is straight) and not me.... kinda sad.... but anyway she was so sweet with me.... just saying how i didn't deserve the whole thing with my old friend.... and this girl is just so god damn sexy! the way she tucks her hair behind her ear, her eyes (so sweet), her jokes, the way she is so naive and cute, her cute feet (yes.... i said cute feet.... and that takes something coming from me because i usually hate feet).... just everything about her is so sweet.....

nothing will probably ever happen but..... she's gorgeous..... and sweet.... and totally genuine... and that's enough for right now.....

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electricity's picture

Aw, cute little gay girls.

Aw, cute little gay girls. I say make a move a little, get to know her more, hang out and such. You might make her realize she's gay, if she's getting affection. Just maybe.

Ps Sorry about your drama. Ever since I hit highschool I've mostly steered clear of it.