G'dday people. OmG year 11 is a pain in the arse. We get so much homework I just like can't stand it anymore. They load you with shit everyday and you never have enough free time. Maybe I need to develop a new study method or review my time management. I officially give up on writing my GLM story... no inspiration, and I just don't have the time. It's past deadline so no point anyway.
Ok, I'm actually getting really really tired of all this work. Maybe I shuld quit piano too. Without that I get a lot more pressure off. Maybe Chinese tutoring isn't that important as well. I mean, I can speak Chinese well. With those two things off I can concentrate more on other commitments at school. I don't know. But I hate giving up shit.
I'm very happy at school today. Well, relatively happy. B'cause I had a good day. But every night the stress of the work really just gets me in a realli fucked off mood. And my friends keep calling me for their homework help while I can barely handle my own. Grr I want to stab something. But I'm sure there are people who are a lot more busier than me out there... I just don't know how they manage.
On another note, I'm just thinking that if I did find a boyfriend I probably won't have time for him except in the weekends (which even then is barely a tiny bit of it). I'm so sick of things not being in my control. Maybe that's why I'm so angry at times.