Stupidness mixed with loneliness

ReinbowGrl's picture

I hate when the people who I have built my world around leave. Because I am so used to spending every minute with you...I have no larger circle of friends. I wander at lunch feeling lost...I cut class so I can spend time with somebody who is slowly becoming more important to me. And I feel bad. Because I may be dating you, but yet again, you aren't there. So my eyes wander. And she is so much like you, and yet so different. So now, you've become one more person I search for. And I am so desperate for some sort of contact or attention. I feel like I'm slipping away. Nothing seems to matter. And I don't know how to get my life back. Maybe I need friends outside of school or something. But right now, I don't have a reason to go to school or even go to class. And I'm fucking up my school stuff because I just...don't care...I need some sort of incentive or something...

Amy

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Adam A's picture

meow

welcome to being a teenager! i am currently completing my last year of it, you will feel that way at least until then. the best advice i can offer is snap out of it, try and focus on other things and maybe start building your life more around you than other people because i promise you only a very small amount of people if any will be with you all the way.
take care
adam