I have had a crush on one of my best friends, Josh, for two years now. He is the hottest guys I know. However, he never, NEVER, talks because of something that happened when he was younger that has paralysed his vocal cords. So he has never been able to divulge his orientation, because what teenager in their right mind would put something like that in writing around people that could make their life I living hell? He knows I am gay, and he is always hanging out with me, both at school and out of school. My "gaydar" is picking up a small blip that says, "Maybe Josh IS gay" and I hope he is because I would absolutely die to have him as a boyfriend.