I did it again! Dammit. I have this total internalized homophobia thing, where I try and try to get together with a guy and it always turns out terribly.
So I started to get together, so to speak. Then I had a complete emotional and mental breakdown. Then I realized that I couldn't do it. Then I stopped the relationship before it got out of control. What was that? The sound of history repeating itself? Yeah. I've done this entire thing before, except before there weren't consequences.
I AM A BAD PERSON. FUCK.