i miss the way she smells

lookin to the future...'s picture

it was gorgeous outside today.... 78 and sunny... put me in a good mood.... :)

my crush and i took my best friend up to the university of washington on friday night to break up with her boyfriend.... we knew it was going to be a LONG ordeal (they've been together for two years) so we went down to the u village (GREAT shopping) while they talked it out....

basically... my crush and i ended up having this big long talk (we've been having a ton of those lately) about her old best friend... her ex bf is the biggest bitch on the face of the planet... and no i'm not saying that because i'm jealous.... she did all kinds of horrible immature things to her.... and basically i got my crush talking about how much she missed her friend... my crush claims to be straight but everything else would prove otherwise... basically she is really hesistant to say something but i finally pry it out of her and she says "well, most i miss the way she smells"...

WTF??? you're not gay?? i'm a little confused right now... she must have gone on about it for ten minutes... i dunno... my bf and i talked about it for awhile... basically we don't want to bring it up with her and just be like "hello, you're gay" because she has WAY bigger shit going on in her life right now.... but it's just one of those things that kills me... i just wish it was more socially appropriate to just be upfront with people about that kind of stuff... gosh.... this kills me

on a totally different topic.... 5 weeks until i graduate... thank fucking god.... prom is in 4 weeks (my mom is going to be out of town... oh so convenient....) and this weekend i have my first tournament in months!! a big yay for the first tournament of the season!

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hellonwheels's picture

I know....

We only have like 4.5 weeks to graduation...it seems crazy....lol. It was 78 today? seemed more like 70...lol. Wait, she had an ex gf???? I'm hella confused now...well, hope ur week goes well. later

Mental wounds not healing, driving me insane, i'm goin' off the rails on a crazy train- the ozzman

lookin to the future...'s picture

nope...

not an ex girlfriend.... they were just "best friends" but she definitely had feelings for the girl..... the girl is straight as an arrow and definitely didn't reciprocate but still....

but nope, they weren't together.... i know.... it is really confusing to try and keep it all straight (wow..... straight... that's fuuny) :)