well i am so fucking pissed right now. i just got back from the hair salon and they wont give me highlights cuz my grandma has headlice and now i got nits! i hate fucking living here and half the time all i want to do is go get the fuckin scissors and cut myself again. but i know i cant do that cuz then my mom or someone will see it and think im suffering from chronic depression or i'm bipolar and send me to the pych ward. but anyway cuz of thing at the barber shop my in home social worker is gonna call my court social worker and tell her that as long as im at grandams nothing is gonna change with my hair so i need to move in with mom, but then again my court one is in oklahoma so noone can get ahold of her and its pissing every off!! GRRRRRRR but now my mom is going to come over to my house to clean my room and sheets and my to vaccuum my shag carpet cuz my room needed a total makeover like new bed new dresser new chair the other one got all rusted over and i sat on it and it broke. But anyway i gotta go cuz me mommas gotta do my hair and then we go buh bye and we all live in happy fairy land where gay ppl get yelled at and wrote out of the will because they are gay by their reterded grandmothers. i need to talk to my lawyer about there.......ok boys and girls im out!