Greeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaat. So. Today my dad told me that my mom was "uncomfortable with my feelings for girls." And proceeded to remind me (actually in a really nice way; I know it's a lot more my mom's viewpoint than his) that being so open and out about my sexuality could make people see and treat me differently, and could lead to total badness outside of NYC. And now I'm just feeling all annoyed at her for acting like it's this big issue for her while I've been able to accept and live with my sexuality. Not very much thanks to her. It's just really... gah. I feel like (I know this isn't completely valid, but it's still somewhat valid) that she has no right to make this an issue for her. And anyway, now I'm feeling all weird and uncertain again about people treating me differently. I'm sort of unsure of my footing. Again. Damn this. And wondering what'll happen if I have to revoke my lesbian-ness and slid back down the Kinsey Scale a little bit... argh. Stupid fucking world.
Bio regents are tomorrow. Goddamn. I think I know it all, but the questions are just so stupid, and I'm really afraid I'll totally fuck up and get like a 32%.