Boy for Hire

TheInsideLlama's picture

I'm still looking for a job... not like thats anything new? I know some of you know about the panelist thing, I had one on Monday the 16th but it got canceled I don't know why. I'm just sick of being let down, and always just wondering why? Sometimes the only job I'll ever be able to get is as a hobo. Why do I have these self image issues? Part of me just wants to eat everything in this house when I feel so let down and alone, my mom says I should be worrying about finding a job instead of going to the attic and that when she gives me an Inch I take a yard

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jeff's picture

Eh...

Panelist will never be a job, only extra sending money when it happens.

Job hunting and Attic... no connection. Look for jobs and go to gay youth support groups at the same time. Since mom seems to like denial, can always tell her you can get hand and blow jobs at The Attic, but that the other kids won't pay, so you're back to square one. (Don't actually say that.)

What inch did she give you? :-)

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TheInsideLlama's picture

oasis... sometimes i feel if

oasis... sometimes i feel if there will be never an end to this...

jeff's picture

Heh...

Her concession is a website? Not sure how that fits into the support groups/jobs paradigm, or why you'd need her permission to be on a gay site since she knows she has a gay son, etc., etc., but whatever.

Your plan needs to be: how do I go to college without my mom's support, since she seems to want to control too much, and plan everything around that. Unless she gets cool about you being a big 'mo anytime soon.

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Duncan's picture

*hug* hey. Hang in

*hug* hey. Hang in there.
Courage is contagious... be strong, and soon you won't be standing alone.