I have no life(The Find John a Boyfreind Campaign)

TheInsideLlama's picture

All I do is sit here all day, ok Jeff I admit it I sit here all day well most of the day. Obsessing over little things like that other I still have that boy chris on my buddy list, someone just please shoot me for still obsessing over a boy I will never have. Juan(5thstory) no offense but you have better luck at getting and keeping Sam then I would ever somehow getting Chris back in this lifetime or any other. You probably all think I'm pathetic piece of shit with all of this. If I have become too much just knock down my door and shoot me. but that is all for now I will go onto my little queer life now...

****News flash: As Soon as john originally posted this journal Chris Signed on****


jeff's picture


Obsessing over Chris is easy, since it enables you to not move forward while pretending you are actively doing something. Sort of like how people in EverQuest (or any other MMORPG) can convince themselves they are living interesting lives.

As for finding a boyfriend, it doesn't work that way. You have to become the perfect boyfriend, so they can find you. Think of what qualities, hobbies and interests you wish for in a boyfriend... then, realize you just outlined what things you wish you would do, but aren't. Now that you have your list, go do them.

As long as you want a boyfriend to complete you, you are admitting you are incomplete. As long as you are incomplete, you're less likely to have a boyfriend. Vicious circle, get out of it now.


"Be like a postage stamp. Stick to one thing until you get there." -- Josh Billings.

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5thstory's picture

Get Chris out of your list,

Get Chris out of your list, call the crew, and enjoy the weekend! lol

" . . . The sun does not shine upon this fair earth to meet frowning eyes, depend upon it." Charles Dickens

TheInsideLlama's picture

I'm just one crazy boy...

I'm just one crazy boy... Hmmm where to start my list of things and writing in this word document I have created...