the world is so fucking sick. how can people hate another for being gay?! how do you do that? i think about losing my girlfriend, either to suicide or murder or just death, and it feels like my heart is being ripped out. i start crying, sobbing, just at the thought; how must it feel to know that you'll never see your girlfriend again? that you'll never hear her voice, or see her smile, or make her laugh? how can one live with the knowledge that they'll never kiss their loved one again?
why is the world so sick? why can't we all accept eachother. why are people driven to suicide? i've been there; it scares me how close i came to killing myself. but i didn't, because i know that the ones i love would rip themselves to shreds.
i can't even write...
bulldyke, proud, but sad