I don't know what is going on with me. I am so totally in love. It's been almost 6 months, and It just feels sooo incredibly right. But, I plan my day around her. I sit here and wait for her to call. I lay here and just wish she wasn't having a rough time. I feel like crying everytime I know she is. I feel like I need to talk to her, like I need to hug her, then she calls and needs to talk, needs a hug. All I want is to stop her from hurting, and to make her happy. I am pretty sure she is happy with me. I know she is happy with me, and we are in love with each other.
Another, ten times bigger problem. My ex girlfriend is at it again, saying she loves my girlfriend. Saying all she wants is for her to be happy. That is what I want for my girlfriend. That's not what she's supposed to want. She knows how to get inside my head and my girlfriends head. That is what she is doing again. Once things are going super great, she tries to ruin it again. She plays the guilt card. Then, my girlfriend starts to think about it. She tells me she doesn't want to break up, I don't either, I know she's telling the truth. I just don't want my ex to get in the way again.