I should make this quick. I want to wake up at a decent hour. I'm sort of tired of getting up at 10 or 11. It feels like half my day's already gone. 8 or 9 is better. I can get more done.
C's college class finally ended, so I told her to come over and spend the night with Y to celebrate. Her mom wouldn't let her. Because she doesn't know how to take her daughter sleeping over at her girlfriend's house. I was at first offended [actually still am kinda] but C said it's no like she's saying no for good, just that she's not sure how to take it. C feels sorry for her mom because her mom has no one to talk to about it [they've decided to not tell the dad] and it's hard for her to grasp the whole thing. Last night C said her and her mom decided to talk today about it, but all they talked about was the sleeping-over thing. It shocked me because it seemed like it should've included more than that, you know?
Well, I suppose we're bound to hit obstacles. And I was thinking.. "Huh, will this be too hard" but it was a brief thought, because no, it won't be. How much different would it be with someone else? If this is the only obstacle we really hit, then we're fine. I believe, anyway. But now she's concerned her dad will find out and prohibit her from seeing. The thought makes me want to cry a little, but I'm trying not to think about it too much. This relationship is still fresh and still considerably good.
And remember how I wanted this relationship for so long? On and off for five months. C and I are infatuated with eachother, and so close. I think that will rule over any negatives we face.
Anyway... tomorrow is the first day of our county fair! I entered some photography and a creative writing piece [very short short story]. I love seeing all the entries, eating a funnel cake, going on a few modest rides [i hate anything fast or jerky, ugh], watch fireworks, ride the ferris wheel, go see the horses. It's all very exciting, and Y, C, and I have been excited for weeks.
Oh, and someone outside the circle of friends and family knows C and I are together. Honestly, though, I'm tired, and don't want to tell the story. Tomorrow.
Here's to getting up at 8!