New Blog Entry

Anonymous's picture

Just posted a new blog entry. If you want to check it out, here's the link:

CAUTION: Contains sadness and self-pity. Read at your own risk.

Now I'm going to go try and finish Chapter Seven.

Hugs amigos.

"After all, tomorrow is another day." - Scarlett O'Hara


Ginger's picture

The whole

The whole writing-a-letter-that-you-never-expect-them-to-answer thing has always left me with that feeling too. you always feel so much better immediately after writing it, and it seems like that feeling should stay, but it always leaves me with a sense of the unfinished because especially over the internet when you dont know if they even read it or not it starts to feel like you never really said anything to them at all. As though you just fired your pain, feelings, and thoughts into this emptyness in some vain hope youll get an echo.

youre always giving me and everyone else on here such great advice, and i really wish that i could do the same for you but i cant. Even disregarding the fact that youre older and more experienced than me, the problem isnt that i cant tell you the things that should make you feel better (because theyre all things you already know, things that ive heard you tell other people) , its that i cant make you feel them, to begin to feel better, no matter how much i want you to.

Youre an amazing guy and I look up to you. I would say something along the lines of "hang in there", but i already have unwavering faith that you have the strength, will, and heart to do just that.

patnelsonchilds's picture

Thank you. Yes, I always

Thank you. Yes, I always tell people that they're going to feel what they're going to feel. All I can do is offer support, just as you have. I appreciate it.


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