ReinbowGrl's picture

I can't move on,
but oh how I wish I could.
You're in every piece of me
and I'm just a fragment of you.
Loving you is a one way street
and I'd kill to get off
where the crossroads meet.
I need love and you're just a liar
So don't tell me I'm wrong.
I really thought we belonged.
I could so easily ruin what you have.
Because honestly, what would she say
once she saw your sweet words?
Yet you can do this, so convincingly
without a guilty heart.
Tell me you care, say you'll be there.
But if you want me with nobody else,
be my somebody.
I've got a list of sins,
and nothing can distract quite like you.
You're with her and I'm alone
and I'm wishing she was me.
But I'd like a second chance
with forever, and not with you.
Would it be so shocking
if I could give my heart away
and never take it back?
Boy, Girl, younger, older,
I don't care. I just want to be okay.
I'd like to find my other half.
The good one, my equal.
And I know I've got time,
time to live and learn and love.
I could even live with friendship.
A best friend.
Somebody I could call at 3am
because I had a nightmare.
No pressure, no promises
disguised as "I love you".
Something that would cause me
no heart ache, no heart break.
I think I just realized that I miss my older brother. He and I are so close that it's better than any relationship. Thats what I need. Time with my brother. And don't worry Shadow, my lips are sealed.


nate99's picture

way over my head.. that is a

way over my head..
that is a really wonderful poem its like so how every body feels alot of the time for realz..

bulldyke's picture

Not that it does you much

Not that it does you much good, but I'm sending you lots of hugs.

A beautiful poem in its sadness. I'm so sorry she left you, and I hope you can find a way to heal. *more hugs*

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