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I think that this may be the first time in...well, as long as I can remember that I've not wanted it to be the weekend. I want it to be Monday so bad. For one thing, I'm bored, but the bigger issue is that I haven't seen R in *omg* 2 days. I sound so obsessed.

So, I bought myself a new phone today. It's a pay as you go type plan...and it's Cingular, which means that R and I can talk for free. woot! It's cool looking, too. Yeah...I now have two phones. Strange...two phones, two laptops... Oh, and my parents don't know yet. I'm not sure if I want to tell them, or how I'd go about it. Huh...

I'm typing up R's journal for her (long story, don't ask). It's hard to read it again. I mean, I love knowing what's going on in her head (well, part of it), but some of what she writes is just hard for me to read. It hurts.

She's coming over tomorrow!!! I can not tell you how much I am looking forward to that. Not that I think anything's gonna happen (cause it's not), but just having a couple of hours with just the two of us. She'll get to see my horribly ugly couch, and how I've rearranged the room.

I really want her to see my room. It's very 'me', and she's only been in here once, and that was when it was a total mess. Now it's all clean, and different, and I've redecorated. I want her to see it. I don't really know why, I just do.

I so love spending time with her. Even just texting at night is wonderful. And talking is heavenly. Hell, just thinking about her is making me smile!