I came to the conclusion that I really really need a girlfriend. I'm lonely and in need of someone to cuddle with. Unfortunately, the only even remote option is 2 years older than me (it makes a difference when you're only 14). I'm totally obsessed with her, but I don't know if I have a chance. I really want to be with her and talk to her. She gave me her number a long time ago, but my phone got washed in my pants pocket, along with her contact information. She's amazing.... Well, I don't have the courage to ask her out, so I'm just treasuring every moment we spent together (not many) and every hug she gives me.
On a different note, I went to a wedding today. My dad is on the board of a non-profit in Panama, and one of the founders is getting married to a San Franciscan. It was a short ceremony, and a long luncheon/party. She's Indian and he's Jewish, so they had a sort of mixed tradition thing. It was pretty cool. I have a lot of Spanish homework and a chem test tomorrow. I'm screwed. Oh well.
Also, I listened to the Tegan and Sara album So Jealous on the way back from the wedding. They're SO FUCKING AMAAAAAZING!!! Okay, whatever. Anyway, that just made me realize that I need to get some fo their other stuff.
So. I have to go to school tomorrow. I'm actually starting to like it more. The work is mindless, boring and stupid, but I actually know people and get many hugs throughout the day.... :D I'm also going to Outlet tomorrow and to see my shrink... Thank god, I haven't seem him in a week, I usually go 2x....
I watched memoirs of a geisha last night. It was really good.
MY step-dad just got back from New Hampshire. We have a house there, and he went to buy a boat.
I should probably do my homework. I need to study....