I went out with Jesse tonight and I swear it seemed like everything was cool. When we got back to her cousins house we went inside said hello to her sister and uncle,then went to her room to watch tv. Jesse was sitting on her bed, and I was in the closet changing my clothes,since I was staying the night,and I walked out the closet to see her standing right in front of me, and as usual she looks amazing even in her sweats and tshirt with her long blonde hair pulled back. And just like last year we were in the same situation, she stood in front of me with a "You know you like me"look and I just of course was drawn to her like a magnet. And we ended up kissing again. And this time I didn't pull away, just to hell with trying to avoid it. Its become obvious to me that our relationship will never be over, that I will always be drawn to her, and she won't stop til I get that through my head!