Well, that girl and I broke up. We still get along. It's weird not touching or kissing, but we'll get used to it. Yesterday she hung out with her ex and I couldn't take it and she said that maybe it wouldn't work and I agreed. But she wants to keep it open, and I tried to break it more cleanly.
I believe we shall still be best friends.
I also think she may be crushing on me a bit more than I on her.
I feel OK. I felt so terrible half the time we were dating that it's a bit of a relief. But I suspect tomorrow I'll feel sad.