I think it's safe to say that I'm depressed again. I had a whole week of happy though so I guess I'm lucky. I have everthing that I wanted, good grades, a bf, but now it doesn't even feel important. I miss H. It's been two years since I'veeven seen her and I'm still pining after this girl who never even liked me like that. And I'm with D now so I'm pathetic and a tease. This realy isn't worth poasting but fuck it. I don't know any of you anyway so what do I care if you think Im melodramatic and childish. I wouldn't even be able to disagree with you.