I think I am starting to have a crush on a good friend that I used to have a crush on way back a couple of years ago.This friend,we will call her Sarah,also seems to be not so straight.She has never said this to me directly,but to date she hasn't had a boyfriend(well since she was about 14,she is now 20),we talk about hot girls all the time,and there is a lot of other stuff that indicates that she is probably gay.But things are a bit up in the air with us about whether or not we are gay.I have never said it to her directly.Mainly because I think she is still a little uneasy about it and I am afraid if I tell her I am that she will freak out or something since I think she is still dealing with it herself.
But the thing is we have been spending A LOT of time together lately.We speak to each other every single day.If not in person,either on the phone or through text msgs.She called me three times the other day,just because she was bored.This may sound weird but it kind of feels like we are a couple minus the kissing and stuff.But I am not sure if I am reading too much into a really good friendship or if there is more between us!
I'm not sure if I should start off by first coming out to her and seeing how that goes. I'm afraid that if I tell her I'm gay things between us might get a bit messed up and I really don't want to loose what we have there now.So yeah I dunno what to do!!Ideas?