So just now i was going through facebook and looking at different people's friends etc. I was looking at my cousins and i saw her ex. gf's profile. The girl who was my first crush and i was like OMG! I really wanted to add her but I'm not going to because i only met her like twice and haven't seen her in like 4 years.
I'm also thiking about what i want to wear to that side of the family's christmas... For some reason i always want to impress my gay cousin... i'm not sure why and it's kinda stupid. It's kinda like i want her approval like an older lesbian approval.
In other news i went to this weird like tasting thingy tonight with my mom and some of her co workers and one of my moms better co-worker friends was there and she's super nice and really pretty and super hott. Apparently all my mom's co workers know i'm queer. Athough my mom's friend was pregnant and married and older and already has another child which is sad but she's BI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I love meeting other people who are lesbians/bi that are a little bit older then myself. There are some my age but it just feels different when im haning around older lesbians or bi girls....