8 months, 3 days...Not that I counted...

ReinbowGrl's picture

So there is this girl...That I really like...We'll call her Beezy, cuz thats what she calls me. I really, really, really, like this girl...

I'm sure all you Oasians are mentally shrugging going "ok?? and??"

Well...And...

I'm sitting here, barely holding the tears in...I miss my ex. I've got that stupid feeling where there might not ever be anything better than that. And she's moved on to possibly the largest extent possible. She's with somebody and I...am just pathetic...I don't usually cry over her...

I am pmsing...Ben& Jerry's need to deliver... :]

Anyways...Back to this girl...We've got a class together...Our class only meets every other day for an hour and 1/2, and I look forward to seeing her...we have lunch together every day...We walk around connected by the ears to her zoom...She laughs at my jokes, blushes when I make off-color comments...My friend Amander (it's acually amanda) says that Beezy talks about me and seems to really be falling for me... :] It's rather weird...
Beezy and I know how the other feels, but her mom is insane and hates all of Beezy's friends, so it's hard for us to hang out...And if her mom found out that she was in a relationship with anybody, but especially me...she'd send Beezy to Texas...which is BAD. I like her...I really do...And I'm not used to it...

But then...There is my crazy ex-girlfriend, not the one I'm NOT going to cry over...She like...stalks me...Constantly...I swear...she'd beoutside the window right now if she had a way to get here. She doesn't want me to be happy unless it's with her and she's got lots and lots of issues...

I wish America was the size of Rhode Island...Then Bekka and I would live closer...Cuz she is amazing and I would be all over her like "white on rice" if she lived closer to me... :[

Senior year is kicking my ass...I'm failing...Oh...almost every class...Go me...


BEEZY!

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jeff's picture

Hmm, tough call....

To pick the girl that isn't part of your life and has moved on... or the girl that's present, available, and interested.

I have to sleep on that one...

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Icarus's picture

you're

you're amazing.......er

These gots peanuts and soap in 'um!

Fiona Rosge's picture

well

well secrets suck cuz they turn into lies, and since her moms against everyone that would only form lies but if u really like her u can still c her at school i mean its not like her mom works there or anything does she?things will work out, ull see.