be in, in love with you

Ricky-chan72's picture

so my mother came home from her gay friend's birthday party. I asked her how it was, and she's like, "Oh...you would've enjoyed...(dad comes in)...the cake. Yeah, the cake was good." I think she was gonna say something like, "Oh you would've enjoyed the blaring dance music and gay men offering witty banter and backhanded comments." yeah, dad doesn't know his son is a fairy. Frankly, I dunno how my dad would react, so I don't want to bother to try and formulate a plan to come out to him any time soon.

so tomorrow's new year's eve! as I mentioned in a previous journal, I had a pretty shitty year, so to celebrate, my extended family & I is going to (in the words of my mummy) "get pissy drunk and say goodbye to this fucking year". I doubt I'll drink. I'm really not a drinker.

I'm the DJ at tomorrow's party, so I'm gonna put a bunch of 80's tunes and dance music, so maybe my family will get the idea that I'm gay and make the coming out process SO much more easier. I'm pretty sure it's not gonna work, but who gives a shit. :D (I'm not putting on any Cher though, 'cause that'll just give it away)

OMG. SAW THE BEST MOVIE LAST NIGHT. Coffee Date, with Wilson Cruz. AHHHH Wilson Cruz is so freaking hot. "I'm a hot package." That you are, honey.

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whateversexual_llama's picture

haha nothing like 80's music

haha nothing like 80's music to make a party worth going to. Am I invited? =P

Be yourself. 'Cause if you're busy being somebody else, who's gonna be you?

Ricky-chan72's picture

Sure dear. Don't forget to

Sure dear. Don't forget to bring something~ :D

~"And this is how the dreams of the disenfranchised are born! It's a series of humiliating events, each followed by the rallying cry of 'Someday you'll all be sorry! I'M GONNA BE A STAR! I'm gonna have my own special on GAY CABLE!"--Alec Mapa~

Fiona Rosge's picture

sounds like a blast! dont u

sounds like a blast! dont u wish alcohol didnt taste like nail polish remover or gasoline? ugg it made me hate champain. but i bet ull have a good time and who nos maybe there will be benifits?
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would she, could she been thinking of me? all along
and if thats true, would she tell me the truth?
Cause its a long way down when your hopes are high as mountains
and i am worried that im falling for u

Ricky-chan72's picture

The only alcohol I can

The only alcohol I can stomach is wine, and it has to be like, REALLY GOOD wine. All other forms of alcohol taste the same to me... yeah I'm hoping it'll be a good party.

~"And this is how the dreams of the disenfranchised are born! It's a series of humiliating events, each followed by the rallying cry of 'Someday you'll all be sorry! I'M GONNA BE A STAR! I'm gonna have my own special on GAY CABLE!"--Alec Mapa~

underage_thinker's picture

I don't know what is with

I don't know what is with you people
I love beer, wine (red ONLY)
champagne
Gin&tonic water
margaritas
and more that I won't bother to list here...
but I avoif drinking because it's supposedly bad for me. And I'm a good little girl.
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I find you quite amusing, and I’m sure you love me too, But sadly I am Lesbian, Though I’ll pretend for you
-M.A.A.

electricity's picture

I watched Coffee Date late

I watched Coffee Date late one night when I couldn't sleep. Most of it, anyway. About half an hour of it was interrupted by me trying to write. Didn't work. I watched the end, don't remember it, fell asleep on the couch at the end of Queer as Folk. 5:00am. The life of a lesbian.