So. I'm not depressed. But I'm not happy anymore. I will be after school tomorrow, though. Just three more finals to get through and I'll be done. I'll be able to relax. I'll be able to read and write and play music. And I'll be happy then. But now I just need to memorize hundreds of theorems for tomorrow. And we're going to the nutcracker, so I'm supposed to be studying now. I really need to.
Oh, and I just realized that my un-stressing was directly correlated to finding my ipod. When I started listening to music again, I was immediately a nicer, more relaxed, happier person.