You may not want to hear this,
but i think im learning how to forget.
You may not want to beleive this,
but i think it may be a lost cause
i think we both know
how pointless this is,
so why is it were not letting go?
We use to only have eachother
And now we only have ourselves.
You may want to live in the past
like i use to
but i think it finnally hit me today
That i cant go living on this way
i think i need to start fresh
just understand that im working on it.
im sure you dont want to hear me anyway
but imagination doesnt always go all the way
i think we've switched positions
i think were thinking different
i think what im really trying to say
in this horrible reinactment of a poem
is that are friendship and our love
is fading away.
i know i use to think this
but its a lie anyway
im not so good with confrentation
hell knows that your arnt
and so i think this is the only way
we know how to tear each other a part
how sick is that?
how sick is this?
how confusing and distructive, deranged and twisted
but its the only we we can say the things
that matter, the things that really care.
So i guess what im saying is im trying to move on
cuz in so many ways
im sick of you play this
im sick of being left
of you being so flaky
and i think in the real end your bound to leave me,
tell me when you do
because i think im finally geting thru to you
people always let you down in the end
and i wont let you do that to me again.
We use to think the same
so a like i wonderd if our brains were melted
together it was such a mericle
that we had each other but it seems
that that stars burned out
cuz were to different
and in so many ways
weve been trying to say this to each other,
lets hope it worked this time.
i dont think you'll understand
at least not for a long, long while
the need a person can feel
for a glimps of someones skin on theres
just one touch of skin
and how the lightest touch
can make you feel so alive.
and thats my lifes goal,
and you need to tell me right now
if your planning on coming in.
But not if your going to keep putting me thru this
cuz then i think ill have to quite
i cant live this way anymore
yet i know we have said this a couple times
i want this one to be the last
the one to ring true
Your allways leaving, we never talk
and i think your more distrucive to me
your pulling me apart
bending me out of shape
and hear me when i say i want to stay the same!
Do you know how much ive given up for you
how much ive given you
did you know that all the times
i couldnt spend with u when i spost to
i felt awful about
but youve done it so many times
i bet you dont even notice it.
i use to feel so bad
over little things
just thinking i may have let you down
would break me,
but you've stepped on me so many times
that im still wearing the lines groved into my skin
and im sick of it.
So in so many ways im saying
stop using me
and starting caring
your always saying you'll never leave me
that we only have each other
but if you want to keep me
then you better start playing fare.
in so many ways i am trying to say
start being real,
and start caring
tho it doesnt seem your going to
and so im leaving.