me as a guy??

lytnin's picture

Wow, The last couple of months have been.. . interesting. I just started to think about how I show myself, how I feel inside. I went to the guidance teahcer at the school and talked to her about me feeling like a guy. This all started when I met up with a chick who was a hermaphrodite child. I thought that was sooo coool! And LIke I was a bit jealous..( found I that out a bit later) and yeah I told all my friends about her and how cool that is.. everyone though that was really odd.. that I found it was cool.. I started to think about it, and I started to wish that I was a hermaphrodite child. And that's when I realized that I don't see myself as a girl. Like I know I'm a girl, and I know I don't compleatly want to get a sex change, and I know I always make myself look like a guy, even though I don't like guys. Most of the time I think like a guy. Now I don't want to be a hermaphrodite child, I just want to be a lesbian who straps? Aniways.. I'm going to the sexual health clinic place this friday ( my school is sending me, and not telling my parents) and I'm going to talk to the counceler there. I want a strap for my breast, so I look like a guy. But I don't want to be a guy.. I just want to be known that I'm female, but want to be known as a guy!? does that make sense? I want to be able to go to the beach and take off my shirt, I will have a strap on, because I'm not going to get rid of my boobs,. it's really wiered..... what do you think ? sorry for the bad typing, I'm supposed to be doing homework :P

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loreonpravus's picture

I think I get where you're

I think I get where you're coming from. Myself, I'm perfectly content with being a girl, but I dress a lot like a guy, and have been mistaken for one on more occasions than I can count. Sometimes I do wanna be a guy, but then only to be able to get the straight girls easier and to be able to take my shirt off-yeah=)

underage_thinker's picture

I know exactly what you

I know exactly what you mean. I'm basically the came way (kinda).... And it's not that weird. It's just transgender-ness..... Or gender-fucted-ness..... Or not. But you get my drift. Good luck with everything.
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I find you quite amusing, and I’m sure you love me too, But sadly I am Lesbian, Though I’ll pretend for you
-M.A.A.

lytnin's picture

yeah

Well most ppl think I'm a guy anyways.. .. like my old friend that we used to hang out, well his parents didnt' see me in a long time. and they thought I was a guy at parent teachers LOL :P it was quite embarrassing because my dad and mom were there aswell. But yeah. Lots of my new friends thought I was a guy before they met me. Even though I'm only 5'2.. It makes noooo sence.. I hate beying sooo short :@

whateversexual_llama's picture

whateversexuality, baby! Who

whateversexuality, baby! Who needs a gender, who needs a sexuality! Do what's comfy for YOU, now what everyone else says is right. You don't NEED to be a guy or a girl, you can be whatever is right for YOU. Yeah. =)

Be yourself. 'Cause if you're busy being somebody else, who's gonna be you?

Fiona Rosge's picture

Coffee shop pll rock

Coffee shops-ive got a think with pll at coffee shopes like all these intersesting and amazing writers and actors and poets go there and u seem like one-u should go there!i think thats cool, ive never really thought about that before i guess but like everyone said BE WHO U ARE! like in RENT "Take me for who i am!" that applies here! so be who u r and live life becuase we spend to much time wasting it on stupid crap!