Sadness (my life part two)

Anonymous's picture

I couldn't believe it. I wouldn't believe it. I was gay. My first sign was that suddenly, my friend Isaac started looking better than ever. I would feel a jump in my heart when he said hi. I was so scared. I mean, I was very homophobic at the time and I thought I would grow out of it. well, it has been a year and I still havn't gotten out of it. anyway, one day in a youth group meeting We were alone. (me, My friend, and Isaac) Isaac, out of nowhere, comes out and says: you know I had sex with my girlfriend today? my first thought was "girlfriend oh no!" then, "wait thats not bad I'm not gay!" then,"oh man that's sexy!" "AAAAAAACK!!! I'M GAY!!!!! NOOOOOO!!!"

to be continued

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Fiona Rosge's picture

i'm going to say this and

i'm going to say this and everyone will probably say that im not all that sympathetic but your gay its you,deal with it.
For me, i read a book about two girls dating, found myself outragged (Keep in mind im VERY....er...sensitive to books)when they were fireing to two teachers for being gay and saying bad things about people who are gay (Annie on my mind), found out that being gay made sence, fell in love with a girl in my class, had my heart broken and told my best friend (Jessica, no shes not on here) everything and thats the end of that. i realized i liked girls, that that girl in my class was...messed up (family/life issues) and ive been me ever sence. so realy i never went thru the "i cant be gay" phase so what can i tell you?
Accept it and accept yourself!
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would she, could she been thinking of me? all along
and if thats true, would she tell me the truth?
Cause its a long way down when your hopes are high as mountains
and i am worried that im falling for u

Fiona Rosge's picture

so so so?

now wheres part 3?
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would she, could she been thinking of me? all along
and if thats true, would she tell me the truth?
Cause its a long way down when your hopes are high as mountains
and i am worried that im falling for u

WantsOut's picture

no no, you have it all

no no, you have it all wrong. I used to be somewhat homophobic. so when I figured it out I was very distressed because the whole world seemed to be against homosexuals. Thats all. I'm fine with being gay now.
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