omfg! I was telling my sister ( who I thought was more understanding then she actual was) about me going to a guidance teacher over town to talk about the "trans gendered life" .. and more specifically me maybe becoming trans gendered.. or just a chemellion or something.. I really want to just Wrap my chest.. and look more like a guy. anyways my dad overheard us talking about a special guidance teacher but didn't hear anything else?? I think he did.. but I'm not sure.. anyways.. I really hate lying.. but I really couldn't tell my dad this! this is still up in the air.. so I told him that I went with a friend to the guidance teacher today:S But I think he knows I was lying! and then he was like I know something odd is going on lately.. you've been different.. and I was like. umm. nope. im just overwhelmed with school.. which is half true.. but ah!! i don't want my parents to know about this!!! this is soo embarrassing!!!! I'm thinking not going through with this... but if I don't' go through with this.. I'm going to be disappointed.. even though it is really nothing. it's jsut strapping right now, and keeping my options opened.. Man1!! grr! I don't even know what to do! This is something I really wanted to do for at least a month now. And always of keeping that option opened.. but know I'm just learning about it, and it's so cool, and makes me feel right... .