Hey-o. Well, I've upheld my promise and kept away from that sinister closet-lurker of a crush. Just not without a great deal of pining and moping, mind you. I continue to get weak in the knees and feel my heart implode on itself whenever I see him or even just think about him, which is still quite often, but there's not much I can do about that. I'm treating my heart like I would a good friend. I try to be understanding and forgiving towards myself, but at the same time I'm firm that I move on because I know it's what's best. In an attempt to rebuild, I'm taking an official hiatus from love. I have better things to do than pine (which I will get to in 38 seconds or so). And I've learned from experience that going on expeditions for love is never fruitful (pun slightly intended); if I'm ready for love, it'll come and find me.
Getting away from THAT subject, I have VERY snazzy news! The GSA that my friend and I have been planning has finally been approved and has had its first couple meetings. We've definitely gotten the school talking. A petition's already been made to have it disbanded! Haha, if I could hug the Equal Access Act, I totally would. But for all the dingbats and flibbertigibbets that are badmouthing our club, there are just as many who support us. We had almost 40 people at our last meeting, and dozens more have expressed an interest in joining as well. We definitely have our work cut out for us, since my school holds many conservative Midwest values, but that's what makes it so exciting. Ahhhh...change!