i've been sick for about 4 days now. feeling like a pile of crap lol. it sucks cause i missed 3 days of school already and i hate missing school. i had a bowl of good ol Campbell's chicken noodle soup & a cup of nice hot herbal tea curled up on the couch watching Doctor Who. a very serene, & peaceful moment. i wish that i could share this moment with someone, just to hold, cuddle with, & take a nice nap with. that would make my sickness go away :)
Reminds me of what i was talking about with aja last night. We were talking bout her and her bf/husband to be and how committed she is, then i started talking bout how lonely i am and all that pathetic stuff. Its kinda sad. Lol. But i ended up saying something that made me think a lot...all the things in my life that i'm doing now thats going to help me future wise, everyone is happy that i did it and that i'm going to have good money and benefits but i dont really care about all that...all i care bout is what i have at the end. yeah know what i mean?