So yeah. I was in borders looking for a book by this supposedly HOT author that came to my school for a literature thing (my friend saw her and i missed it, she wrote bout SEX of all things and i missed it) and i saw this tall guy in the corner of my eye walking behind me and he poked me! I was like wtf? and realized that it was the guy i had a thing with, he said hi and all i could do was stare lol he asked if i could give him a hug which i gave cause i like hugs and i havent gotten a hug in a long time. he did that lil squeeze thing like he didnt want to let go and we ended up talking a lil and then he went but after giving me a kiss on my cheek!
I was pretty much like, doink after lol. Why? Cause i havent had affection in months from anyone and to get it from him made me kick myself cause i wanted to fuck him. idk why its just that i've been sexually frustrated for a year and my lil "me" sessions arent helping me at all :(. Honestly...the lonliness is kicking in!