He kissed me...OMG!

808Chik's picture

So yeah. I was in borders looking for a book by this supposedly HOT author that came to my school for a literature thing (my friend saw her and i missed it, she wrote bout SEX of all things and i missed it) and i saw this tall guy in the corner of my eye walking behind me and he poked me! I was like wtf? and realized that it was the guy i had a thing with, he said hi and all i could do was stare lol he asked if i could give him a hug which i gave cause i like hugs and i havent gotten a hug in a long time. he did that lil squeeze thing like he didnt want to let go and we ended up talking a lil and then he went but after giving me a kiss on my cheek!

I was pretty much like, doink after lol. Why? Cause i havent had affection in months from anyone and to get it from him made me kick myself cause i wanted to fuck him. idk why its just that i've been sexually frustrated for a year and my lil "me" sessions arent helping me at all :(. Honestly...the lonliness is kicking in!


whateversexual_llama's picture

well... it sounds like HE

well... it sounds like HE might still be interested. So now you just have to decide if your lonliness wants HIM.

Be yourself. 'Cause if you're busy being somebody else, who's gonna be you?

808Chik's picture

thinking about it...no. he's

thinking about it...no. he's not what my loneliness wants, i want a woman who can understand me emotionally and physically. he would only satisfy me physically and dont want that. "i am who i am, so don't judge me for being myself"