I am too clingy with my girlfriend. I know this, and I am afraid of it affecting anything more than it already has. I know I need to back off and not care so much, not be so needy of her. I have always been clingy though, To just one person. Even from when I was little. I have this fear of rejection, failure, and being vulnerable. I have let her in more than any one, even my mom. I guess I just feel so vulnerable and needy, that I become so attached. She loves me, and I love her to death and we love spending time with eachother, but I get too clingy, emotionally, and it hurts her. I hate hurting her.
I guess in short I just need help. I need advice. I need someone to help me become less clingy. I get jealous because She has a life outside of me, and I have none. The only reason I am even online at 7 on a saturday night is because she's hanging out with other people, who we were both going to hang out with tonight. I know, and understand that she gets bored doing the same thing everynight, driving aroun our small town, so do I, but why can't I hang out with her and the others, why am I excluded like I always have been. This is just really hard right now, I mean our 1 year is on monday.