This was pretty much a mistake.
Falling in love with you, that is.
Falling in love...
that's not quite right,
more like "drowning in love."
Somedays I'm amazed by myself. I've loved you for so long... and I just let you fuel it. By not telling you, I allow myself to have hope. I'm a coward for not telling you. But at the same time, I give up so much once I leave the land of platonic love. Risking our friendship for something more is almost worth it. I see the glimmer in your eyes when you look at me. I've caught you staring at me. Not to mention the countless almost-kisses.
So, what I want to know is:
what is a semi-closeted lesbian to do?