i really want to be out, it's starting to drive me insane, no not really, but it's annoying. I keep telling myself that this week i'll start, i'll just stop trying to hide it and i'll be out, but thus far (in the months i've been doing this) i've actualy told 3 people who i wouldn't have otherwise told. Hopefully i'll get up the courage to come out in health class during our unit on sexual orientation which will start in a few weeks. For now it's just frustrating that i can't bring myself to come out in even the most supportive of environments.
For the entire school year I've had a small crush on a friend of mine. She says she's striaght and seems to believe it but she reminds me so much of myself before i realised I was gay. She told me she doesn't have crushes on guys but thinks anime guys are cute and that is her only reason to believe she's striaght. I don't want to ask her outright because i hate it when people do that to me.
I don't know what to do, either about how to actualy come out or what to do with this crush. Any suggestions?