did i tell u how much i hate her?
i hate her for understanding,but not doing nethng about it.i hate her taunting me about my self harm("now wht r u gona do?go go,cut urself"),i hate her talking about her boyfrnd all the tym to make me jealous,i hate her being so bitchy and moody with me.
i hate her.
and even though im saying all this,i know shez just doing this to make me get over her.i think it might work.there is only one set back : she is risking our friendship.i wunt be able to be her frnd after its all over.
i dun want to hate her...but why does she act the way she does?i wish it wasnt so comlicated and difficult.all i want is a re assuring hug from her telling me its all okay...
why does she hurt so much?