how uncomfortable...

the_loser's picture

"...and maybe this was the only, the only way." -Tegan and Sara

i tried to fight it off
i tried to close my eyes
but the darkness was consuming
and encompassed my disguise
and your image was still burning
from the window in my soul
i tried to wipe it clean
but instead it left a hole

i thought i tried my best
i thought i tried but failed
i walked the path to life
and soon fell off the trail
you pitied me with shame
and i apologize, i never meant to stray
but you showed me while alive
that deaths the only way

deaths the only way
from escaping this inside
deaths the only way
to drive away your mind

you can not be awake
before you actually die

my thoughts are encumbered
my thoughts are entwined
and your actions left me
to look for the signs
to look for the words
between hidden lines
but the book was lost
before it was mine

the emotions were covered
the emotions, a mask
you took a hammer
and shattered it to glass
to reveal not a face;
the demon in display
who showed me the principle
that deaths the only way

deaths the only way
from escaping this inside
deaths the only way
to drive away your mind

you can not be awake
before you actually die

so ill take a gun
and ill take a bow
to my grand audience
that awaits right now
that awaits for my leave
where I will be gone
a pile of ashes
for you to pawn

without hesitation
without the remorse
i load the gun
with some extra force
just for the show
ill fire away
so watch closely
'cause deaths the only way

deaths the only way
from escaping this inside
deaths the only way
to drive away your mind

you can not feel alive
before you actually die

i know it hurts

but i promise its goodbye

-i'm not suicidal. this was written a while ago. i <3 t&s. hope you enjoyed =]

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Fiona Rosge's picture

You wrote this?Your very

You wrote this?Your very good, and it depends on your point of view?some peope can see things as bad others can turn it around and see the light in it.
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Come Josephine in my flying machine
Going up she goes up she goes
Balance yourself like a bird on a beam
In the air she goes there she goes
Up, up, a little bit higher
Oh, my, the moon is on fire
Good-by

the_loser's picture

thanks

thanks